I have to stop sleeping at work. =.=

1. Physically tired.
2. Lack of sleep.
3. Preoccupied with many things.

I thought time passes that quickly when I met my friends just now, but actually its only 2 weeks since my birthday.

Work is fun, just that its quite tiring, considering the fact that I have to travel all the way down to my workplace and get "dressed" by 8am. The everyday mundane routine can be quite sick at times. The worst thing could have happened is that your misplaced wallet is found(thankfully), but the money is GONE. Ya think its quite predictable, I mean, who would not be attracted to 70 bucks right!? Oh and have been in contact with dusk and dirt which can be unbearable to the sensitive skin of mine.

The only consolation is that I get to meet fun people, and as well as the fun rides that I've sat.

Perhaps after CNY luck would be better. I thought so too. Have been quite down in luck throughout the entire year. Think during my "lou hei" with friends and family members its really time to raise my chopsticks higher than the rest for a better life in the coming years!

CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG! FOR MONEY AND BETTER LIFE. LOL

终于,我懂得学习控制自己的情绪.
过程,还是最中要.
我不会再过分的逼自己了.
它反而会适得其反.
过去的,就让它过去.
放慢脚步,珍惜周边的琐事.
2009 年里,我变得太快,太突然,
差点失去自我.
嗯.
今年,不要想太多.
Take it easy, and everything will be fine. Things will fall into place nicely if you learn to relax.

Okay =)

二十岁的生日,
一共有四个.
都是好姐妹,好死党,包括家人.
够了. 我已知足了.

thank god of all the things that happen, so that at least i can manage things better now.
be it good or bad, they are part and parcel of life which makes you grow up.
the mental struggle is now over.
i know that i have been thinking too much. take things too seriously. its actually no good.
forgive, and forget, and be happy now.

sometimes i often ponder if all these worth it.
but when i think of all the changes and other sacrifices,
i held on, persevered on.
can i? can i not?
now there's the uncertainty
god please help me.
make it come true.
please please please.

Yohoo! Love my workplace.
3 days seem like one month.
Steven Spielberg is someone I adore now.
Everything behind the scenes is intriguing.
You'll never know, but many effects can be done with the simplest things.

Cool huh?

Anyway, today at work, was given an assignment. Nearly disappoint my caucasian boss. While he was instructing me what to do, probably I'm not really accustomed to them, since it was the first time after I passed my test. At that moment, I kept asking him questions. He came to me, with one of my senior, pat my shoulder, and told her," I think we need to get someone to replace her position."

Oh, erm okay that was like hinting me. But who cares right?

After that, my senior told me to take it easy, and gave me a little tips on what he wanted to see.
Got it.
The next rehearsal, when he was nearer, I did what I think was appropriate.
He smiled at me, pat my shoulder, and say, "Well done! I know you can do it..." More, but couldn't remember what else he praised me.
Wow, the change in his reaction was fast though.
Anyway after that, the whole day was exciting!
My colleagues are fun loving! One of them happen to be my primary schoolmate. "ITS A SMALL WOLD AFTER ALL."
It's tiring yet enjoyable! =D

Oh and I saw Mr Chua when I was shopping with friends!

Oh my goodness JUDE LAW.
And Sherlock Holmes. So witty, so ingenious, so charismatic.
and,




So weird.

But still, cooool.

=) Not bad! Just need to speak more mandarin for a while.
Heard the briefing, and its gonna be an exciting year!
Can't wait to work!
Stupid fats. Get lost.

Life beautiful, so beautiful.
我很想要,更想去拥有
多庆幸我是我
珍惜现在的我
睁开我的双眸,放眼望去
美好回忆领略在心里
Life's beautiful
So beautiful~~~~

melody: tanya chua
lyrics: melissa

HAHAAHA. cool stuff.